SweEt GuRL LoadinG…

andai ku tahu
kapan tiba ajalku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

andai ku tahu
kapan tiba masaku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

chorus:
aku takut
akan semua dosa-dosaku
aku takut
dosa yang terus membayangiku

andai ku tahu
malaikatMu kan menjemputku
izinkan aku
mengucap kata taubat padaMu..

chorus

ampuni aku
dari segala dosa-dosaku
ampuni aku
menangis ku bertaubat padaMu

aku manusia
yang takut neraka.
namun aku juga
tak pantas di surga

andai ku tahu
kapan tiba ajalku
izinkan aku
mengucap kata taubat padaMu

chorus

ampuni aku
dari segala dosa-dosaku
ampuni aku
menangis ku bertaubat padaMu

ahh…

GiRLFRieNd

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 1]
You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
(alright alright alright alright)
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And hell yeah
I’m the mother fuckin’ princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right
(I’m right I’m right I’m right)

She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
(and again and again and again)
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear

Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Break]
In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when’s it gonna sink in
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?

In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when’s it gonna sink in
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
No Way No Way…

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
No Way No Way…

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
No Way No Way…

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
No Way No Way Hey Hey…

There are times
I swear I know you’re here
When I forget about my fears
Feeling you my dear
Watchin over me
And my hope seeks
What the future will bring
When you wrap me in your wings
And take me:

[Chorus]

Where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again
We’ll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you’ll be smilin back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be
Where you are

And I can see your face
Your kiss I still can taste
Not a memory erased
Oh, I see your star
Shining down on me
And I’d do anything
If I could just
Be right there:

[CHORUS]

Then I will be free
So take me where you are
Now baby there were times when selfishly
I’m wishing that you are here with me
So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes
And make you see
That every night while you are dreamin
I’m here to guard you from a far
And anytime I feel alone
I close my eyes and just be there:
Where you are
Where you and I can breathe together
(and we will breathe together baby)
Once again (oh, we’ll be dancing in the moonlight)
We’ll be dancin in the moonlight
Just like we used to be
And you’ll be smilin back at me
(only then will I be free)
Then I will be free
Baby I still believe
Oh I’ve got to believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there Where you are
I still believe
Oh I’ve got to believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there
Where you are
Oh where you are
I’ve got to believe
I’ll always be waiting here
That sweet day yeah
Only wanna be where you are
I still believe

If only i could turn back time.. la la la… mcm lagu je haku rasa. he.. desirable, but sooooo IMPOSSIBLE!! Nak main aci bet tak dgn haku, mesti setiap insan dalam dunia ni kan, mesti ade sekelumit rasala,takpun sekuman bakteria ke, kalau boleh nak putar balik masa.

Haku salah sorang la. (dengan x malunya, haku mngaku nih!!) Not that im regretting the FATE that Allah placed on me, but frankly speaking, kadang2 tu terasa macam ingin kuputar semula masa, just to fix every mistake i’d done.. i wish!! *sigh

Tapi.. bila pikir balik, kalau xde mistake ni, how will i ever get that ‘kesedaran’?? knowing i’d done something wrong, struggling myself to fix the mess, and becoming a better person, instead of ‘wanita penuh kePOYOan’. he..

Tapi haku bukan nak ckp psl haku je. Just that a fren dilemma, reminded me to write something today.And aku rasa hanya lirik lagu ni je yang clearly define whats she’s having rite now. SO u folks, kalau da suka tu, ckp je la. jgn main pendam je. Takut terlepas the greatest thing u could ever haf in ur life.. and spending the rest of it regretting by not telling.. wateva!

*killemall signing out

I LOVE U

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should’ve made my move when you looked in my eyes
‘Cause by now I know that you’d feel the way that I do
And I’d whisper these words as you’d lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can’t move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before

Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

Well maybe I, I need a little love yeah
And maybe I, I need a little care
And maybe I, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I’ll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time
I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My baby

Acctually byk menda aku nak celoteh since it has been a while i last wrote something in here. Byk gambo x upload lagi, things quite messy lately.

erm.. wat 2 sey bout the topic today? Haf u lost anything? i haf. and until now, it feels like just yesterday i had lost my way to someone i used to care and lof… such a sad end.

we were close fwen, study sama, for nearly 8 yers been togeder. pegi kelas sama2, ponteng kelas sama2, gelak nangis sama2, kutuk org sama2, pendek kata, most of the time togeder, forever i will treassure. Janji!!

im not gewd in making phrases or words, but i do know 1 thing, since the day we weren’t like we used 2 b, i lost a part of me.felt broken, and i dont think that if the piece were brought back togeder,it can neva b like it used 2 b. And this sadden me more!!

dont want 2 belief that ‘pahit akan manis akhirnya’, kerana mana mungkin sesuatu yg pahit akan menjadi manis pada akhirnya. mungkin aku belum mencuba sehabis baik, and God knows, how much i miss our ol time togeder. how much i miss the nagging when i sed something twice. You were always gonna b there when i needed somebody 2 talk 2. And i thought i haf been a very gewd fwen 4 u, but the fact is, im just not that worthy 4 u. im so sorry for everything.

Sesuatu yg hilang, x mudah utk ditemui kembali, apatahlagi sebuah persahabatan yang tercalar kerana sedikit perselisihan faham. So fwen, treassured ur loved ones, fwens, cause u neva know how much u would lost and regret once u lost them. Fer me, we r stil fwen, but not like dulo2. i hardly see her, and perhaps maybe even till the day i sed gudbye 2 this world.

tak apalah. im just hoping that her life would b filled with all the joy and goodness. Listening 2 anuar zain latest song-perpisahan, terasa sayu sekali…

*killemall signing out…

^^ MY HEART ^^

Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

Erm.. last week where did u guys spend your weekend?? he.. as fer me.. bolehla tahan busy siut!! Merayau je dak dua ekor nih.. hihihi.. x lekat umah langsung!! nak tahu kenapa?? "Check it out!!" <—bak kater apek.. menawan!!

Saturday [ 0 9 - 0 9 - 2 0 0 6 ]

We went to Gombak, hubby kena teach adek dia something. Then… off we go to ampang to ma bro’s house, then we went to Sepang, ade kenduri cukur jambul.. hehe.. Andre Mikhail. Cute!! Wanna c some pics?? Look below bebeh!! Sayang sampai2 majlis baru je tamat, but xpela. janji hadir, dari x hadir langsung kan?? The fud was marvelous, and the best thingy, a small family gathering, though x bepe lengkap sgt, but okaylah, xde ma cik, pa cik, cousins2 pun okay kan??

Me and Andre

Myza & Ally

The Enibeseri

The Couples

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Sunday [ 1 0 - 0 9 - 2 0 0 6 ]

Tak habis penat smlm, arinih pojek lagik. We went to hutan Lipur Lentang, Bentong. Kewl!! All the 6 of us, the usual ‘geng org kampung’, huhu.. went for a simple picnic. Masing2 bawak makanan prepared earlier at home, he.. yang penting.. kite enjoy!! <–mcm pernah ku dgr ayat inih?? huh! Pu3…

The place was okay, the scenery, the air sungai, the papparazzi?? yeah!! Sonok ar tangkap gambo org.. pekenakan membe2, tapi fer this blog, only the unrated will b shown.. the rest?? guess you guys kena mintak dr aku la.. har har!! just kiddin’. Enjoy the pic okay?? Ciau bebeh!!

The Place…

‘ H u t a n   L i p u r  L e n t a n g ‘

Tengah prepare..

One of the Fud..

Made by Me & Hubby..

T h e 

p h o t o s h o o t

Say "Arrr…"

"Syh.. Kite Lepak Dulu!!"

‘Ma Besh of Besh Besties!!’

Me Of Course!!

it’s a wrap!!

Copyright © 2006 Killemall, Inc. All rights reserved. Patent Pending.

Korang tengok tak citer ni? Diadaptasi dr komik juara berkembar, if u ever read one la kan. he..

layan je aku tgk citer nih.. pastu kena sound baik punye bila da masuk time maghrib. hehe.. kadang2 hangin jugak dengan stesen TV ni, selalu kuarkan citer2 yang besh2 time Maghrib!! *sigh

nak tak nak, heish!! mana boleh tak nak kan? buat yang wajib dulu, barulah kite buat yang x bape wajib tuh.. hihi.. Sampaikan ade rasa macam nak beli je set citer nih, nantilah.. kite tgk baget dulu, he.. kalau ade rezki lebih, y not?? menarik juga jln citernye. kalau selalu beli korean series, y not chinese pulak kan? yang penting, kepuasan!! ‘Satisfy the needs, to overcome the desire’.

Erm.. ckp psl tv series, ade x korang tgk for better or for worse?? layan beb! imagine to organize a wedding reception with just RM5K in just 7 days?? Peh!! Tak mustahil but that requires discipline and pure hard work! fer SURE!! But amazingly, ada antara mereka yg sahut the cabaran really did make the wedding such a wonderful one, and mmg susahla nak percaya, semua tu only cost around 5K?? Yeah.. memang menakjubkan!!

Tu dekat oversea, kalau dorg buat that reality show kat mesia ni, korg agak2 boleh ke?? hehe.. x perlula nak buat grand mcm mak iti tu kan?? Sederhana and yang penting semua org yg penting ada, and memorable!! Lookin 4ward 2 c whether it’s gonna b copied as 1 of the reality show here in mesia. yelah.. asyik buat competition melalak jek.. busan gak tgk!! xde perkembangan langsung!!

okaylah.. i think i’d sed enuff, erm.. apakata korang layankan bait2 lagu ni..

Samsons - Kenangan Terindah (dedicated to a fwen of mine.. ko layankan jek lagu kegemaran ko ni ek minah.. *kilemall signing out)

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu

Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Iye ye ye .. Uh .. (Bagiku engkaulah. cinta sejati. )

Chorus:
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Copyright © 2006 Killemall, Inc. All rights reserved. Patent Pending

Lemme ask you, how transparent are u? hehe.. Would u prefer others to see thru u, or would u prefer to share only a few? Me myself dunno where im at when answering this quest, yeah.. Maybe sometimes i’d rather be transparent, and maybe sometimes i don’t.

huhu.. u know what? Seriously i don take a damn about people who can’t let go off the past! Grow up! People do make mistakes but hey, from mistakes, that what makes a person a better one. Nobody in this world is perfect! u know it but shamelessly denied it!

Forgive me for bein quite emotional, hem.. but sometimes i just don’t understand people who claimed as friends, but don’t really know what friends really means! It makes me go ha ha.. meeting such friends. Weih, byk lagi la yang perlu kita semua fikirkan daripada memikirkan soal betrayal of a friend and stuff!

Memetik email kiriman seorang teman, membuatkan aku sendiri terfikir, am i that kind of person yang layak utk even mencium bau syurga?? renung-renungkanlah. Syukur kerana aku seorang insan yang punya sifat memaafkan, melebihi sifat seorang pendendam. And im proud to say, my parents had taught me well, at least on this part. The rest, hanya Allah Yang Maha Menentukan dan Maha Mengetahui. For that, just read thru these wordings and think of what we really are??

KITA SEBENARNYA….

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih gembira menyambut 1hb. Januari daripada 1 Muharram.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih tahu apa itu 14 Februari daripada 12 Rabiulawal.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih membesarkan hari Sabtu dan Ahad daripada hari Jumaat.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih khusyuk mendengar lagu daripada mendengar azan.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka lepak, tidur, tengok tv daripada sembahyang.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih tahu nama artis-artis kita daripada nama-nama pujaan.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka menyebut helo atau hai daripada Assalamualaikum.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka menyanyi daripada berwirid atau bertasbih.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka memuji manusia daripada Tuhan kita sendiri.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka membaca majalah daripada buku-buku agama dan al-quran.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka pergi ke konsert daripada ceramah agama.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka memaki,mengumpat orang daripada mendoakan dan menasihati mereka.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka mencarut daripada menyebut MasyaAllah.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka kemungkaran daripada berbuat kebaikan.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih bangga dengan kejahilan kita daripada bersyukur dengan keimanan kita.

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih cintakan urusan dunia daripada urusan akhirat.

tapi, bila ada orang tanya arah tujuan kita,

kita lebih suka menjawab..

KITA SEBENARNYA..

lebih suka menuju ke syurga daripada neraka..

tapi layakkah kita dengan syurga milik Allah s.w.t?

‘yang sesungguhnya, akhirat itulah negeri yang kekal. Barang siapa mengerjakan perbuatan jahat, maka ia tidak akan dibalasi melainkan setimpal dengan perbuatan jahat itu. dan barang siapa yang mengerjakan amalan soleh,baik laki-laki mahupun perempuan, sedang ia dalam keadaan beriman,maka mereka akan masuk syurga,mereka diberi rezeki di dalamnya tanpa dihisab’.

(surah al-mu’min)

"Kesabaran adalah tunjang kekuatan dan kebahagiaan di dunia mahupun akhirat…."