KeHiLaNgAn
Acctually byk menda aku nak celoteh since it has been a while i last wrote something in here. Byk gambo x upload lagi, things quite messy lately.
erm.. wat 2 sey bout the topic today? Haf u lost anything? i haf. and until now, it feels like just yesterday i had lost my way to someone i used to care and lof… such a sad end.
we were close fwen, study sama, for nearly 8 yers been togeder. pegi kelas sama2, ponteng kelas sama2, gelak nangis sama2, kutuk org sama2, pendek kata, most of the time togeder, forever i will treassure. Janji!!
im not gewd in making phrases or words, but i do know 1 thing, since the day we weren’t like we used 2 b, i lost a part of me.felt broken, and i dont think that if the piece were brought back togeder,it can neva b like it used 2 b. And this sadden me more!!
dont want 2 belief that ‘pahit akan manis akhirnya’, kerana mana mungkin sesuatu yg pahit akan menjadi manis pada akhirnya. mungkin aku belum mencuba sehabis baik, and God knows, how much i miss our ol time togeder. how much i miss the nagging when i sed something twice. You were always gonna b there when i needed somebody 2 talk 2. And i thought i haf been a very gewd fwen 4 u, but the fact is, im just not that worthy 4 u. im so sorry for everything.
Sesuatu yg hilang, x mudah utk ditemui kembali, apatahlagi sebuah persahabatan yang tercalar kerana sedikit perselisihan faham. So fwen, treassured ur loved ones, fwens, cause u neva know how much u would lost and regret once u lost them. Fer me, we r stil fwen, but not like dulo2. i hardly see her, and perhaps maybe even till the day i sed gudbye 2 this world.
tak apalah. im just hoping that her life would b filled with all the joy and goodness. Listening 2 anuar zain latest song-perpisahan, terasa sayu sekali…
*killemall signing out…
